Thursday, April 9, 2009, 10:16 PM
I admit it, I did it. and I did because it was all these small things that make me cry. it was also these very big things that was worse than white hair and white lies. and Idk, just talking to you makes me want to cry again. because I don't know once again, you didn't say anything. I don't want cliffhanger endings. you made the pain worse by leaving me in a situation where you looked like you don't care and you weren't involved, and also a situation where I had to make EVERYTHING for myself. why do this to me? I ask you for a solution, but all you gave me was a blank stare. my flat has 12 storeys, for your information. I know I have a blasted attitude problem. so if you think that I have, why leave it that way? I really want to change for the better. you don't know that.it's getting so much colder. |