I mean it, seriously. if I got a darn attitude problem, SAY IT OUT LOUD, in my face. stop acting and avoiding me.

you know, during morning assembly, I thought I was going to celebrate. that my _____________, was _______________________________. so I was pretty happy for the first half of the day. tp made the day worse, AS USUAL. went for project runway during recess, lalalala. oh and I passed the card I made for heather during recess, aye (: I hope you like it (:

then lalalala again. now the second half of the day nearly made me cry. first I tried my personal "friendship" tests (I think some of yall whom I told about this know what I'm talking about) and they all show the results I expected. it was the last lesson that was the grande finale.

get well Sabrina (:

utterly speaking, you have the cheek, the guts and the heart to wait for someone else. me leh? oh I'm an invisible wall. I go die can lah, right? I haven't even step outside of the class, you left already. wow man. so in the end I had to stand like a kukubananahead on the 2nd level alone, wondering where MT class were. never mind. I saw the banister, nd for a moment I just wanted to jump down. so I walked around and finally met someone. yup I was in lalala land because well, I was already "bruised" and I don't want the pain to go in any further. so I went up. then I asked Irene whether Hana gave the CD already but she havent, so its okay (: nggak apa apa kok. oh yeah, Selamat Ulang Tahun kamu berdua!

Sabrina sneezed ha bleh times which I keep replying with alhamdulilaah.

and there I was at the back,
feeling like a kukuhead, wishing that I could sit with Sabrina, Irene and Hana (because honestly speaking, _________________________________.)
and you bloody know what?
I CRIED.

right in the middle of the class.
you didn't see right? that's right, I was fighting back my tears. trying tofigure out why you had to do this in the finale of everything. I was so looking forward to this lesson, all I got was this. thanks ah.

so, OF COURSE I was damn pissed off.
I took a long route to avoid everyone. TRY to avoid everyone.
packed my bag and went for French, then I bleh out EVERYTHING with Priyanka. she's a good, no SUPER good listening ear. 12 years of friendship was worth it (:

I LOVE MY SQUADMATES. really.